I had the notion that youd make me forget the world

wwwooo

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 02:30:14 GMT

Life is good

That aint no way to gggooo

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 03:25:19 GMT

Been hanging around this town way to long

So i havent updated this thing in awhile!

Ive been pretty good, next week i start working three jobs one with horses, one with my dad and hopefully one with puma if i passed my drug test !I joined Bally Total Fitness!doing the 30 day makeover!

i met these really cool kids from texas and they all left like a month ago they were just down doing hurricane work and of course living at holiday, some way im always connected back to shitty holiday park! But i love it!So yeah my friend Casey stayed behind and tday he tryed to go back today but shit happened and hes stuck in down town ft laudyy im gonna go hang with him tomorrow!with my cousin jaculyn yeah i strted hanging out with her havent seen her since i was 8!It just sucks how people come in and out of your life so fast! every person you know now someday will leave it suck!It really teaches you to treasure every moment you have with anyone casue one day they'll be gone.

So anyways!this summer im taking like a 2 month roadtrip!!main destonation is Austin Texas!to hang with my new cool friends!!!But were ever i feel like going on the way or where ever i f3eel like going whenever i want its gonna be an up in the air thing, i could end up in new york or cali for all i know!!!me and Justine are gonna get jobs on the way to and shit(gonna become a gypsy for a couple months!!!)!and once the hurricanes start coming again im gonna go storm chasing with the boys!!I cant wait!!!!!!WHO EVERS DOWN WITH A 2 MONTH ROADTRIP AND HAS GAS MONEY AND SHIT IS MORE THAN WELCOME TO COME WE NEED MORE PEOPLE!!!its gonna be AMAZING!!i think im gonna take a semester off of college to!God i cant wait till i graduate!!!Ive been saving up alot of money for this trip!

Im gonna be 18 fucking years old in 11 days!!!!

I dont really hang out with the old people i use to!i dont really have that many friends anymore but it really doesnt bother me id ratgher have a couple real friends then with have some real friends and ALOT of fake friends!!!

Christmas was good got a digital camera and an ipod!my parents went away over winter break and got fucked up ALOT!jill me and maddie made the most amazing brownies!!!my winter break was basically staying up till like 4am and waking up at 4 pm it was great!New Years was awesome spent it at maddies!

I lost a really close friend of mine but whatever shit happens!I dont need that shit to waste my time!

Ive been really lonely lately alot has changed with friends but again it happens and im pretty okay with it!

so yeah theres basically whats been going on lately you better have read all of that!!!

stolen from melissa

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 20:23:37 GMT

10 Favorites
Favorite Color: blue
Favorite Food: Chinese, wendys
Favorite Band/Singer: Sublime
Favorite Song: "she talks to angels" Counting Crowes
Favorite Movie: Coyote Ugly (its okay you can make fun of me)
Favorite Sport: Football
Favorite Season: Winter
Favorite Day of the week: FRIDAY!!!!
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Cookie Dough

9 Currents...
Current Mood: Disappointed
Current Taste: My nasty morning breath
Current Clothes: YMCA shirt
Current Desktop Background: my family
Current Time: 3:16
Current Surroundings: parents room
Current Annoyance(s): Not waking up in time for work
Current thought: I need to stop getting so drunk

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Romina
First Screen Name: honestly dont rember
First Pet: Bart my golden lab!
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: mike
First Music: No Doubt
First Car: 96 Lumina

7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: last night
Last Drink: Fruit Punch
Last Car Ride: last night pretty drunk coming home form coco reef
Last Movie Seen: mr. and mrs. smith
Last Phone Call: my daddy
Last CD Played: jimmies chicken shack

6 Have You Evers...
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: no
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yeah
Have You Ever Been Arrested: close
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yeah
Have You Ever Been on TV: yeah.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: yeah

5 Things you are wearing:
1. YMCA shirt
2. orange underwear
3. shorts
4. one sock
5. my bra

4 Things You've Done Today:
1. woke up drunk
2. watch tv
3. got a drink
4. talked to my dad

5 Hobbies/Sports you like:
1. music
2. drinkning
3. longboarding
4. attempting to surf
5. yeah

2 Things You Can't Live Without: (the superficial one)
1. music
2. cigarettes

2 Things You Can't Live Without: (the non-superficial one)
1. music
2. ????

1 Thing You Do When You're Bored:
1. drive around

god grant you one wish to turn back time

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 20:55:02 GMT

Im BORED not just now but lately, some one bring some excitement in my life!

I cant wait to get out of high school!

im starting to want to go away for college im bored of everything here!

Im sick!

I CANT wait to go to FSU!!

i lost like 200 of my CDs im REALLY mad!

OH YEAH my parents are out of town i can be doing whatever i want but theres nothign to do!!!some one have a party!!!I havent been to a good party in FOREVER!

i had the notion that youd open up my eyes to a world that since been in disguise

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 02:53:13 GMT

Today was alot of fun!i went to the hookah bar with Gabby Ivan and Mikey it was pretty kool!then went to vista view rode down the hills on the little bike they stole and longbaorded down the hill and almost died!

Lately ive been thinking alot about life, i havent really felt like doing anything just stay home and i NEVER like to stay home.

H2O thursday!!!gonna go with Dennis and Nick!

i dont know about this one boyyyyy i like him but its not the same feeling i had before and i dont need to get caught up in that world even thoguh sometimes i want.again i dont know but its not gonna be for long!

this weekend was pretty kool went to Austins, Maddies, saw Yoshi and Dexter, vista view saw alot of old friends use to hang out with, the beach, vibrators dont really rember to much more.

FSU in a month gonna go see Jill!

ive been missing the truck stop and holiday park days lately kinda miss being around him.

Ormond Beach this weekend!

going to a clubbb to see desmonds brother rap!

football game tomorrow :(

my truck got a recall!it could BLOW UP!!ccrraazzzyyy

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 05:07:13 GMT

a million people called me tonight but to late or there was nothing to do but i sat at joe and erics pretty bored!tomorrow better be good and i wanna hang out with everyone that called me tonight!!i dont know wahy i felt like writing that................

jill i miss you hope the whole car thing works out good!

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 02:35:33 GMT

I GOT A NEW TRUCK!!!!Its a 2002 F-150 with a sunroof!automatic everything and got the best deal ever!!!but its white i wanna get a paint job but other than the white its AMAZING!I go to western now i HAD to get out of Cypress!But i cant grauated early anymore :( but i have the biggest Bullshit classes and i go out every night so its not that bad.I made new friends lately and seen alot of old ones that i missed!!warped tour was pretty good!

im really confused about boys!i think im gonna give up on one but i really dont want to!i dont know...........

I saw Katie Levings today!!!!aaahhhaaaa!

WOW i cashed out my Cd today and got $1,500 i worked my ass off for 6months to get that money it felt so good to hold iot in my hand to bad it all goes to my dad for my truck!so be thankful if your paretns by you a car cause ill be paying off this truck for 4 years!

You dont know what you do to me....................

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 04:42:41 GMT

So i finally start having alot of fun at the end of summer!!!this weekend was alot of fun!party at maddies!beach!keg party for a second!dominos!haning out with bj and yoshi!I dont want to go to band camp tomorrow i wanna go to the bbeeaaaccchhhh

so i had a party at my house last weekend and my counter in the bathroom is broken, patio furniture and the walls fucked up THANKS GUYS!!!but it was FUN though!!

Went to Lake City to my cousins last weekend too!!it was awesome like old times parents drunk out of there mind being stupid and kids running around being stupid!!I played man hunt in like 10 acres of land it as awesome and rode ATVs most of the time!!

my parents bought a house in ormond beach its like 5 seconds away from a beautiful beach and daytona beach i cant wait to go up there and party!!!

tomrrow probably hangin out with bj romina jill amber and Yoshi!i have so much fun with them!

Its so weird how i talk to like no one i use to i feel like im out of the big South Florida loop but im happy with my friends!

im gonna be a senior!!!CRRAZZZYYY!!!

I GOT A NEW PHONE AND ALL MY NUMBERS WERE DELETED SO COMMENT WITH YOU NUMBERS!!!!!

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Wed, 20 Jul 2005 18:38:11 GMT

I miss having a life more then anything EVER.

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 18:57:22 GMT

So most of my summer went to Vh1 cause i didnt have a car!!!but my dads on his way to pick up my 2002 green F-150!!!Finally!!!its a stick but im not doing to bad with stick.

I go to Lake City on friday to go to my cousins then were gonna go to Ormond Beach to buy a house!!im so excited!its right on a beautiful beach ill be up there alot!

ive been losing weight on and off

and i dont hang out with ANYONE i use to. I miss alot of people, people i was like best friends with a couple months ago havent seen them in months

But i dont miss the drama!I like hanging out with older people that dont act like there 14.

Warped Tour soon!!!!

i guess i am kindo excited for senior year!!i gotta secret!finally!!!not that many people will care but WHATEVER!

He confuses me to much so im just gonna try not to think about it and see what happens!

I wanna go to a party!!!call me if you know any!!!

it must be lone;y

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 06:24:58 GMT

well its been awhile just got back from hanging out at Yoshi's with jill and romina and hes 20 siblings, it was fun!

the bronce broke down so havent been doing much sibce summer working volunteering watching VH1 playing pool im gettigng good! only went to the beach once!!!!went top holiday past two days and saw tim and dexter!well yeah im driunk

Sun, 22 May 2005 16:25:48 GMT

Does anyone wanna go see black crowes with me on tuesday????

not that it really matters but..........

Sat, 21 May 2005 00:42:20 GMT

my dad just kinda took a job in fort pierce or port st lucie so in the next two months ill mosy likely be outta here, ill know for sure by next week and right now i really dont mind.

but i got my brothers old bronco and im in love!!!i was just gonna drive it till i found a jeep iw anted but im in love so i dont know except gas i put in 80 dollars to gas in a week and a half

yeah im probably gonna go to the mall with dennis and mason soon and i dont feel like updating anymore

my baby

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 17:49:25 GMT

R.I.P Chevrolet Lumina
4/12/96-4/19/2005

=(

Hello 97 Jeep wrangler if i get a good interium ill have it but next week!!!!

=)

heres to the nights we felt alive

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 16:43:25 GMT

wow well im suppose to being haeading to sebastaim right now but of course not, spring break so far has been good but EVERYTHING is going wrong.

Well i havent updates in a while, i went to orlando and ormand beach to look at houses and i really wanna move there we would live right on the beach, and plus i dont really fit in any where here.

all ive vbeen doing lately is hanging out with maddie romina gabby arti and dexter its been fun! The truck stop and holiday park,

well im not gonna waste anymore time on this thing.

blink and you miss a beat

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 03:34:19 GMT

i dont know lately i feel like my friends only hang out with me when they need something but whatever lifes to good to worry about stupid stufff like that!I had the best weekend i hang out with different new people everyday and its fun!Im actually having fun again!I love real people!
wqeekend
-hitting a curb at 80 miles an hour i wanst driving
-hanging out with a carny
-president fest
-starbucks
-sleep over at hott kids house
-ft lauderdale
-hollywood
-miami
-meeting a 22 year old that "in love" with me
-dancing in burger king parking lot
-contact high
-crips, bloods
-marcos 5th birthday!
-laughing all day
-keg party, staeling things
-beach
-bills
-looking for hotels
-starbucks and "fate" im so pathetic

ive been haning out with myself alot and i love it, go to the beach, miami its the best!

i fel like im wasting time i want to do somehting amazing with my life........ill figure it out

i HATE weston!!!get me out of here everyones the same and gay!!!i miss my old neighborhood with the drug dealers and the drunks and the ganags, i cant take this fake shit anymore!

i want to go to marely fest but its rominas birthday so im not gonna oh well

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 05:47:08 GMT

CRAZZIIEESSSTTT WEEKEND EVER!!I MISS MY LIFE LIKE THIS, WITH EXCITMENT!!!i love real people and laughing!!!

Nothing short of invinsible

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 21:55:52 GMT

Alot of things changed for me lately and i think its mostly all for good.

Im happy, im 17 and im gonna enjoy it cause tommorows one step closer to something new and all it will be gone and what ever happens ,happens whenever

Lifes to short and to good to focus on stupid stuff that doesnt matter

ive been doing alot of differnt thinhgs lately and i love it!!!

-Got OJT get out of school at 12:30
-got "fired" from ben and bobs
-work at a chinesse place with megan
-Chilli cookoff
-beach everyweekend
-longboarding at hollywood
-driving around with aynsley
-lost a best friend
-tryed to camp
-have $700 safed up
-6 months get a red jeep or a blue F-150
-Gonna graduate early
-rope swing!
-meeting old crazzzyyyy people
-hanging out in Ft laudy!
-Kick ball
-starbucks
-jamba juice
-losing weight
-hanging out with my family
-so much more but cant remeber now!

I like where my lifes going. My parents try to plan out my life for me but i cant live like thatwhatever im ment to do itll happen

I want to fix things with a friend but i dont know

I figured im not gonna waste much of my time on this thing any more......

TWO life lessons of the day...............

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 06:06:45 GMT

Dont trust ANYONE at all not even alittle,everyone lies!!
and to keep a job you HAVE TO kiss your bosses ass hardcore

I want something new

Im gonna get my jeep soon!!!

The grave that i refuse to leave

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 02:13:50 GMT

and everything just keeps getting worse..........

I love hanging out in my old neighborhood

I need something new

I wish my life was so great that when i died i was on the front page of the newspaper

IM gonna get fired for taking off my birthday and this sunday fuck ben and bobs

My birthdya was pretty bad everything possible could go wrong my birthdya curse hit i again i wish i didnt every single thing different.Captain was my best friends that night, kinda pathetic. I got presents i really appreciated but i would rather just have hing out with those people and that woule 23904858 times better.

Its so hard when you really dont fit in anywhere

I wish i could hang out with my dad more hes the coolest person i know, i want to start working on the 82 special edition camaro he has

I almost have 1000 dollars and i can get my jeep pretty soon, I dont know if i want a truck thoguh now.

I miss and missed alot of people

I want to do something new and differnet every single day

I miss that feeling i use to always have becuas ei thought just being alive was the most amazing thing

Sorry i dont drink everynight and do drugs and have sex I do my own thing respect it or not.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 00:22:07 GMT

just kidding ym birthdyas in 3 days.

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 20:16:29 GMT

my birthdays in 2 days!!!!!!i was grounded this weekend but whatever!!im not allowed out on weekdays anymore either!oh well!!!!!!!!!!!I dont know what im gonan on my birthday.............besides go out to dinner with my family!I suck at life. That use to be the one thing i was good at. Itll change!!!!

I will touch the sun or i will die trying

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 02:42:10 GMT

Winter Break was pretty good, worked a bunch!!!new years was awesome!I started trying to surf!went to the beach with jessica and aynsley meet some random 30 year old that taought me how to surf, he said if i make it to the line up that would be a big accomplishment since it was like my first time and i made it!!!I didnt even catch a wave but i never had so much fun in my life! I Borrowed dougs board i want to go out ssssoooo bad!!!all i can think about is going to the beach but i never have time!if im not working im watching my sister i still ahve some time to go out.

I love my new classes except team sports!I have Marine science,American history, and english 3. All my teachers are sssooo interesting i learned more in the past couple days than i did in like 4 years. and i love my like 5 friends at cypress but i HATE everything and everybody esle in cypress!I talked to the head guy of the divsion of the boundries of around here and i gave hinm the biggest BS excuse so HOPEFULLY ill be in western byt next week!HOPEFULLY.

My birthdays next friday!I cant believe im gonna be 17 i dont want to grow up yet!

i dont know ive been having alot of fun lately and hangint out with cool people but i just want to be alone for alittle bit.

I do but i dont know whatever happens happenes!

I dont have a phine anymore for a while i think, my parents didnt pay my bill, im not allowed out till friday anyways cuz i was late yesterday.

I wnana go to the beach!

theres so much else i could say but i really dont wnat to write in this thing anymore

Jessica dont leave!!!we have to hang out ALOT before you go!!!!your like the only person thats just down for anything, your my beach buddy!!but whatever makes you ahppy!

go get some rest,tonight we change the world

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 16:57:18 GMT

I havent update in awhile, my new years was really good!got really drunk and spent it with really close friends!Winter Breaks been ok, Im so happy its 05!!!start new!well im gonna go to the beach FINALLY!with jess tracy and stephanie im confused........

I need some one to go buck wild with me and stay out all night and just have fun!!!I havent had a ton a ton a ton a ton a ton fun in awhile!!!!me and gabby still have to go to the drive in and las olas one night!!!whoever wants to come holla!or comment!!!! I really want to stay out all night and go longboarding in the new garage parking alot at sawgrass anyone down?and before winter breaks over i have to watch the sunset at vista view

HOLY CRAP my work is crazy i worked everyday for like the past two weeks except christmas and new years but on christmas eve 10 hours no break and new years eve 11 hours 15 min break and the store was packed so it was like nono stop for 10 hours!can you saY ILLEGEAL?

well this is my only day off of work so im gonan go do somehting kool

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 21:20:25 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!